Showing posts with label peace. Show all posts
Showing posts with label peace. Show all posts

Monday, August 27, 2012

Fears

People say they are scared of love.
They're not.
Love is what overcomes fear.
Overcomes sadness.
Anger.
Grief.
People do not fear love,
Their minds too often make false connections
Between the uplifting beauty of love,
And the gut-wrenching,
Peace-killing, nerve-wrecking
Explosion the heart withstands
Once silence falls.
People do not fear love,
They fear love's company.
They fear the uncertainty of love's return.
They fear they fall too hard,
Too fast,
Without being followed.

Love is a driving force,
A motive to become more,
To become better.
Life is the force that silences love,
That hinders it, but also gives it room
To grow.
Life is love's brother, twin, and friend.
The two are ever present and
Never alone.
it is because of life, its experience,
That we fear love.
it's all about that lovely girl,
That girl we would pray about.
if we had the power, we'd
Give her the sun,
The moon, and the stars.
if we never had that lovely girl,
if we never stayed up 'til midnight
Just to study the contours and curves
Of her body, and the beautiful imperfections
Of her skin, none of us would fear love.
When our world shone bright at the sight of her,
When our dull day went from black and white
To mind blowing technicolor, that day,
She gave us a gift.
Wrapped neat in brown paper bags,
And a tight black ribbon with a rotton,
Disheveled bow,
The gift was our experience.
Our gift was fear.

Like having the fear of death, having the fear of love
Makes not a difference in the world.
We live our lives afraid of our exit,
Afraid of our journey to the afterlife.
We live our lives being told what to think,
What to fear.
"Death," they say, "is the ultimate terror.
stay healthy, be good,
and postpone your finale as much as possible."
We live our lives repeating the mantra:
"i don't want to die,
i don't want to die,
i don't want to die,
i don't want..."
And we live our lives, but we die,
inevitably and absolutely.
Just like how we love what we can and
We helplessly hope our love stays true.
But it doesn't,
And we come to know that
Gut-wrenching, peace-killing
Explosion of sorrow and tears,
Of loneliness and fears.
The explosion sends shudders through our gears,
Leaving us screaming past the piers,
Praying to God that she hears,
But the terror manifests through the years,
Leaving us petrified of love.

For what seems like lifetimes,
We shy away from that blessed
Want. That sacred peace.
But, like the inevitability of death,
We fall again, still too hard,
Too fast.
We continue the process,
Through love and through fear,
'Til one day...

it stays.

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Beautiful Things When Nature Sings

       Nature is nurture, the future boils down to something larger, like a departure. iT's the seasons that provide this reason, and while we are wheezing (that is, not quite breathing) and not quite seeing this relieving teasing and weaving that these seasons are pleasing, time is freezing, and love is leasing. Springtime is like sunshine written in common time, and sunshine is fine, but the warm shade under the trees and the smell of rain on the breeze, oh, this is beautiful and oh so colorful. iN summer, the sun may come on strong, but its song never steers you wrong as it sings all day long. iT's worry free and it's stressless, like finally cleaning up this nest's mess, or fitting in that red dress. Yes, summer can be so stressless, but this isn't the best yet. Now, in the eyes of some, autumn is the time of death, when the leaves and trees and stars and seas seem to lose their breath. But autumn has such depth and such breadth that this death, oh, it catches our breath, as if those rows of orange flow close to our souls. And our cheeks and nose, colored with a deep rose, seem to reflect those red leaves, those rows of rose. Gradually these trees undress their leaves, as if each tree knows (those rows of rose) of the snow's posed blanket of white, so they undress to sleep their night away, their winter's wondrous might. Winter's white might is powerful, quite right to say, and though some's sight shows it as a plight, show it with fright, the winter's white is truly beautiful. Winter's white's wonder is plentiful, and its love bountiful. Then, after this beautiful wonder (or wonderful beauty), this peaceful and playful cold opens the door to sunshine. Like going from a waltz's time to our fine springtime and sunshine written in common time, and sunshine is fine, but...

Thursday, February 2, 2012

How to Find Love

Begin in teenage years.
Date a girl for several days. 
Break up. This was not love. Search
Without looking. That is to say, do not 
Search with your open eyes, but with your
Open heart. Open your heart wide, wide enough
For people to get in, for people to stay in. 
Get hurt. Love does not come cheap.
Continue through high school. Find a girl 
And date her for two of your four years. Date her,
On a whim, and fall for her. In fits of passion and lust,
Make love to her clumsily, it being both of your firsts.
When you lie in bed, skin on skin, whisper to her. Tell her
You love her. Tell her how you found her, how you
Opened your heart and she flew right in, like a
Dove. A dove with talons. Later, give her terrible words, 
Something akin to “we need to talk.” Break
Her heart. Feel sorry for hurting her, but regret
Nothing. Or don’t. Receive terrible words,
Something akin to “it’s not you, it’s me.” Have her
Break your heart, knowing they are just words, 
And it was you all along.
This was not love.
In your escapades following your separation,
Find amazing friends, friends that help you 
Open your heart once again. Friends that climb in 
And make your heart their home. Fall for one of them.
She is beautiful in every way, you tell her. Love her 
Through everything and anything. Have her
For a short time. You fell for her more
Than anyone in the past. More than that girl
Who was your first.
Lose her. It will tear you apart, this girl that
Fit. This girl that may well have been yours 
Forever. Lose her. Now you know love.
It hurts.

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

What is Peace?

Last night I found myself wondering
What peace really is. 
I found myself pondering 
If it is some permanent state of being 
We as humans search for our entire lives.
Is it something that once found
Will cause happiness 
Worldwide?
Does peace just sit there
Like a fed up parent 
Waiting for her chaotic,
Mislead
Toddler to tire himself out
Before she can pick up the pieces 
Left by his destructive ways?
Lost in these dizzying daydreams
I came across a revelation.
This revelation made clear that
The relationship between peace and war 
Is not that of a fed up parent and her reckless toddler,
But it is that of two lovers, 
He, who dances dangerously dealing death
To all. 
But also her, who, while dancing with her lover, 
Lands love luxuriously upon the lives of onlookers. 
There is no death to be dealt without the luxury and love
Of peace.
Along side this revelation came a thought so profound,
"Peace is beautiful, but fragile, like butterfly wings.
Touch them once and the may just crumble away
Into the dust."
Peace comes and goes, 
Showing her skill on the dance floor for only a minute
Before her lover's turn comes around
And shatters our serenity she selflessly gave us.
Finally, 
I realized what peace is. 

Peace is more 
Than something our governments strive for, 
More
Than a cause our soldiers die for. 
Peace is more
Than some end to justify these means, 
More 
Than our filthy American dreams. 

Peace is maturity
On a level entirely new to us.